|
[Thursday
June 23rd, 2005
6:47pm] |
New livejournal--> ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _screwseatbelts
adddd it.
♥
|
|
|
[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005
4:10pm] |
| [ |
music |
| |
october nights- yellowcard |
] |
The fact that it's Summer still hasn't setteled in..
it really doesn't feel like it's summer yet
but i'm sure it will soon
i've been havingg a lot of fun hanging out with all of my friends.
ilovethem.
<3
& i hope things get more excittingg, which i'm sure they will
& i hope this crappy weather goes the fuckk away
i don't really know what's going on tonight.
but right now i have to go finish cleaning my roomm & then take a shower.
then i think i may be going over carly's orr somethingg.
hope everyone's having lots of funnn =)
we are the walking dead
we hold this ghost in our arms
we take our daily breath
& thank our unlucky stars
<3
|
|
|
[Thursday
June 9th, 2005
6:21pm] |
|
The day we've all been waiting for
all
fucking
year.
Summer
is
TOMORROW
this is fucking insane
it really doesn't feel like it... yett
but i'm sooooooooooooooooo exciteddd
& i think i may piss my pants.
tomorrow better be sweeet.
if anyone ever wants to do anything during the summerr, call me or somethingg<3
ahalskjdfalskdjflskdjfncjhsfjaltuoiasudfoiasduf
less
than
24 hours.
wayy less.
as of tomorrow, life will be worryfree, stressfree, & carefree.
<333333
laterr homiess 8)
& if i don't happen to see//talk to you all summer- i really hope you have an amazingg summer
|
|
|
[Monday
May 23rd, 2005
3:37am] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Flake- Jack Johnson |
] |
you loook so good it hurts sometimes..
19 days.
the only thing that i have to live for at the moment.
( my friends are just as screwy as me.. )
|
|
|
[Wednesday
May 18th, 2005
10:07pm] |
|
When you were younger, did you ever think you'd end up the way you are today?
did you ever think you'd do the things you've done?
did you ever think you'd be who you are now?
I never imagined my//our lives to be the way they turned out.
Which means I really have no idea what everything will be like.. a year.. a month.. a week.. a day from now..
Everyone is always saying "i'll never do this" "i'll never do that" "thats not for me" "i'm not like that" "i could never picture myself doing that"... and then.. they go & do it..
<3
|
|
|
[Tuesday
May 17th, 2005
9:50pm] |
|
Dear Summer,
Please hurry your fat ass up & get here already. We all need you soo bad.
Love,
Me & i'm sure many, many others.
25 days. Can we make it? I really hope so.
This school year has gone by fast though, so i'm sure the rest of it will do the same.
I need excitement. I'm so bored with everything. & everyone.
I need to go study. Then go to bed.
Goodnight, goodnight..
and everything is lonely.
i can be my own best friend.
</3
|
|
|
[Wednesday
May 11th, 2005
10:29pm] |
|
do it anonymously,
say whatever you want about me..
to me..
things you hate about me..
things you like about me..
things you cant say to my face..
things you like about me..
anything...
|
|
|
[Monday
May 9th, 2005
9:35pm] |
|
Nicoley happy birthday sweetie!!
Iloveyousomuch<3 you mean the world to me
|
|
| happy mother's day to all you mothers out there! |
[Sunday
May 8th, 2005
1:21pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 content |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
falloutboy |
] |
i smelll like chorlene =]
goood goood times<3
last night was nicole's birthday partyy
it was fun, lots of random people there and of course lots of people, who iloveverymuch.
not as many people showed up as we thought//were told were going to, which is good.
i was a good girl last night, and i hope you are proud of me leah =]
i slept over nicole's with leah, carly, sammy, alexa, bea, nicole, & adam
alexa passsed out dammn early.
and nicole & adam were laying in the guest room
so me, carly, leah, sammy, & bea went in the poool. naked. haha it was SOO funny.
wow.
then some guys stopped over, and we were loud. and nicole got mad.cause her mom got mad. and i dont blame her. cause it was a very bitchy thing to do. i'm so sorry nicollle. iloveyou<3 and i hope you had a good time at your party. happy birthday (tomorrow) sweetie!
early yesterday i went to the mall with carly and got nicole her present which was a t-shirt, a poster, and a candy g-string =] heheh.her & adam should have fun with that. i also got myself a cooool belt. and a smoothie.
friday, was pretty lame. not gunna lie. i went to the doctor's. worked out. went out to dinner at TGIF's with my family for Jason's birthday. Then came home and did jack shit. Carly came over arounddd.. 9:30ish? idunno. then Zach stopped by at like 11 for about an hour. and we just chilledd out on my trampoline. then they both left. and i was all alone. and i didnt go to bed til 2:30.
so summer is in 34 days. and i am beyond excited for it. i wish it would hurry up & come though. schhool is the death of me.
i really want a boyfriend. but it's impossible for me to get one, and i can totally see why. and it makes me sad. i just want to feel loved =[
i for sure need to miss a day of school this week. there's no way i'll make it if i don't.
Leah,Carly,Sammy,Bea,Alexa,Nicole--iloveyougirls<3 somuch.
hope everyone has a super fun mother's day. i know i will.
...where is your boy tonight? i hope he is a gentleman<3...
|
|
|
[Wednesday
May 4th, 2005
9:11pm] |
|
everyone always thinks.. it's never going to happen to me or to anyone I know..
but then when you least expect it.. it does..
</3
|
|
|
[Tuesday
May 3rd, 2005
6:32pm] |
|
standing on the edge of morning
scent of sex and new found glory
playing as she's pulling her hair back
she drives away
shes feeling worthless
used again but nothing's different
she stayed the night but knows he doesn't care..
and she wants someone to see her
she needs to hear she's beautiful..
♥
driver's ed ended today. which is pretty sad. no more days after school with carly, sam, brenda, holtzman, danielle, mr. lee, anne, cheryl, and soo many other funny people.
i joined a band today. with paige, bea ( my new friend, FINALLY!), carly, & others.
we're going to be rock'in 8)
lots of bad things have been going on the past days..not all to me, but to other's too. and it makes me sad.
this week just needs to end.
and saturday needs to come, cause nicole's having her party which will be crazy, and should hopefully make everyone happy and make things better.
tomorrow i am going to hang out with nicole. and we are going to have a very deep, meaningful, much-needed, talk. about everything. cause she means so much to me, and iloveher. and i hatee when she's upset.
im going to work out wit carly in a little, after her dinnerrr, which is much needed.
alright. that's all.
tuesdays SUCK, but you all probably realized that by now.
p.s.- summer, you have no idea how badly we all need you. please hurry.
<3
|
|
|
[Sunday
May 1st, 2005
8:28pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sleepy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
coldplay<3 |
] |
2 weeks
until
i truley feel better.
i am so tired.
someone please do my homework for me.
nicole came over today, and i'm glad. i got to talk to her, and be with her. i misss her. and love her. and her party on saturday is going to be fuckinngg crazzzy. =D
summer countdown:
42 days & 30 school days
i'm off to do my homework then go to bed.
</3
|
|
|
[Sunday
May 1st, 2005
11:48am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sick |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
radio |
] |
I think i'm dying.
and i think my little brother is too
my house is completely silent
except for the two of us coughing our lungs out.
it hurtttss.
i'm scared. of things.
=(
this weekend. just. crazyfull.
i saw seussical on friday, with my momm. it was amazinngg. north has some verrry talented people. (leah you were ADORABLE!! iloveyou)
I have to go to a laungerie (sp?) bridal shower party thingy in like an hour =/.
and i would really enjoy not going. but my mom's making me
after i think i'm gunna hang out with nicole. i need to. cause i need to talk to her. badly.
if i still feel like this tomorrow, i don't think i'll be going to schoool.
alsjdeioruioaulvjalvjlasjdflsdgaklhkasdjfg
peacee.
</3
|
|
|
[Wednesday
April 27th, 2005
7:38pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 bored |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
some song? |
] |
I'm starting to get back in the habit of updating this fucker a lot.
So. It's Wednesday.
God damn i wish it was Friday. MOSTLY because i get to go and see Seussical (hell yes, Leah i'm going to orgasim all over the place thanks to you baby) and then i will be having a sleepover with Leah, and possibly Chels? haha i hope so<3
I really want to straighten my hair SO bad.
It's been about 2 weeks since i have.
and
i'm dying.
me with curly hair = nasty x98324798327.
ehh either way, i'm pretty f*cking ugly.
but whatever.
Wow.
I am SO damn bored. (and not just today, practically every day)
and i'm such a boring person (i have realized)
and i'm quite shy.
i wish i were more outgoing =/
soo me and nicole have finally made plans. even though its not for about another weeeek. i'm still glaad we did, because i miss her. a lot =(. and iloveher.<3 and in two weeks is her birthday!! i need to think of something really good to get her.. hmmm..
so today. i did just about nothing. went to the wireless store, and i most likely will not be getting a new phone. which really sucks. because my phone is now a fucking peice of SHIT.
tomorrow's bring your child to work day. haha. i'm contemplating whether or not i'm going to participate in that.
i think i'm really starting to get sick.
i have a bad headache
and my throate is kind of scratchy and my nose is fucking stuffed to the extreme.
i want to buy a new digital camera.
but
i need money.
so once again.
i need a job
badly.
alright.
so yeah
my life is very very lame.
goodnight goodnight..
<3
...i don't want you to be alone...
|
|
|
[Tuesday
April 26th, 2005
9:19pm] |
|
(no more friend's only for the time being)
here's my story of the day.
so last night carly and me went and worked out
at the Y
from 8:35 until 9:20 (ehh, not such a good work out, but that's not the point)
so when i got there
i put my stuff in my locker, as usual, (not locked or anything..)
this included: my sweatshirt and my pursey/bag thingy. and inside my purse was 1 dollar, my cell phone, my Y-card, pads =], a cd case, a cheap necklace, my inhaler, and carmex.
so after we're done working out, we come back in the locker room, go to the locker, where carly had also put her cell phone in, and my purse.. is GONE.
we look around the whole locker room- in garbage cans, in the stalls, ect. not there.
so i report it to the front desk.
the dude writes up a slip
and says
"we'll check the tapes and we'll look around but other than that there's not much we can do"
so i leave about a quarter to 10.
get a phone call about 10 after 10.
they found my purse out in the bushes.
everything was there
except for the dollar.
buttttt...
my cell phone is all cracked up and has this big black blob on the screen so i can barely see on it =(
i'm very upset.
but i think i'm getting a diff cell phone or something in the next day or two.
the end.
not such a good story.
but i'm real pissed about my cell.
>:O
and who ever done it is gunna pay.
soo nothing's been going on lately.
life's been pretty dull.
i need excitement once again.
45 more days until gaurenteeeed amazing funnness & excitment to the max. =D
i really need money. and a job.
soo yeah. i think i'm going to start working on that.
also, i need to lose weight. badly.
andd i need to try harder in school.
and yeah there are lots of things that i need to work on.
i still owe my dad 110$. and if i get a new cell phone, it'll probably be more.
driver's ed is done next week, which is sad, but happy. i love it but i hate it.
i haven't straightened my hair in a while. and it's all ugly and shit.
i think i'm getting it done though.. i'm going to get it darker and shorter, but idk how it'll look.
alright
well i need to go and finish my homework.
laterr dudes.
<3
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
